lets try honesty.

cold hard honesty. 

I don't know how to let go.

every inch of my body yearns to be free; 

though, every vein is filled with desire. 

it only brings me pain

till the moment i catch the glimmer in his eye.

if this continues i'll spend my whole life waiting.

my heart speaks volumes though my mind screams silence.

I promise, this is not lust. 

there is sincerity in my voice when I speak

a longing for sweet arrogant bliss.

this is a high that i cannot control. 

this is the epitome of a tragic love story

he does not love me.