I made a vow that I would not hold back how I feel.
That I would speak solely from the heart even if it leads me to heartache.

I have come to the realization that life is bitter sweet and we will never get answers if we don't put ourselves out there. What should it matter if the other walks away? We were fine without them before they came. Why do we feel that the other must be the one to put themselves on the line - if we want something, we should go after it. I am learning how to do this, and slowly it is starting to feel good.
I have held back thoughts for so long -
what does it matter if people judge your ambitions or the way you want?
It is your life - do what makes you thrive.
Stop questioning how it could be - dive into it. Submerge yourself in wonder.
Yes, I am terrified of what may come of this, but I don't want to linger any longer, scraping for answers.
I want to know more and I intend to do just that.