you see, I cannot love you
i fear myself and what love will bring
I want to fall
let go
jump
you see there is nothing more I want
than to feel
something
most anything
I cannot be what you need or what you want
I am selfish in my own ways
you are delicate and beautiful
i lose breath at the thought of your touch
lose sight at the glimmer in your eye
i cannot look at you
blinded by past but,
"to lose is only to gain"
is something I have yet to grasp.
I prefer warmth, but I am cold
know your worth and what you can bring
one day I'll stop dreaming and fully allow my heart to sing